When I was 27, I got pregnant. I was single and a musician in a band and had “fling” with the lead singer. I got pregnant. He didn’t want the baby and tried to convince me on having an abortion. When I refused, he spoke to me on giving the baby up for adoption. I couldn’t do either. My mom had passed away 3 years prior and I was an only child and wanted to have a family, even if it were just baby and …

I live in Oregon, with a Planned Parenthood just an hour north of me, and it felt like it was the right thing to do. My boyfriend wasn’t ready to be a father, my mom felt like I shouldn’t be a mother just yet, and I felt like I wanted something more in my life before becoming a mother. I ended up choosing the surgical procedure, my mom even took me to the clinic and waited for me. I was at a party on New …

My first abortion happened in my early 20’s while I was a college student. I really felt like it was the best thing to do at that time given that I was living in a different city without family. My boyfriend at that time and I both agreed. A decision I regretted. 14 years later I found myself in a similiar situation. This time I want to keep my baby but my current boyfriend is adamant about abortion. Instead of following my heart desire I …

I blame you. I blame you for everything. I scream “THATS NOT FAIR” a million times in my head as my chest no longer feels heaviness but tightness instead. I imagine what life could’ve been if I avoided you from the start and just not at the end; what’s the beginning if there’s no ending? And vice versa. Everything within me wants to yell “I HATE YOU” as I sit here at work, typing this out. I’m tired; I wanted you to be there, I …

I was dating my boyfriend less than two years. I remember taking the pregnancy test and seeing the two lines appear and thought my life was over. I was always against abortion until that moment and I was torn. I felt so sick to my stomach to even consider abortion, but I wasn’t ready to be a mom. I finally felt stable in life, I just turned 27 and felt the best I had in a very long time and I wasn’t even with my …

It has been over 44 years since I had these abortions. I thought that it was okay since the pregnancies were less than 6 weeks old. I didn’t understand that it was still murder. I repented but I still feel bad about it. I think it’s so awful and I regret it. I tell anyone – Don’t do it!