This moment changed me forever. I thought I would not ever get through this grief. Deep down I didn’t want to do it. But he told me it wasn’t the right time. He told me we would do it the right way and get married first. He told me he would disappear if I kept the baby. Well – he broke up with me right after the procedure and we never spoke again. We were in a relationship for 2 years and I thought this surprised pregnancy was a blessing, where as he saw it as an unacceptable thing to even consider. It would ruin his reputation. It would blemish his appearance to his family and colleagues. The cost of this decision was the life a beautiful soul that chose me as a potential mother which I failed to protect. Never again will I let a HE dictate what I do with my body.