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When I was 16 I became preg by a boy that I deeply loved. He was older, working full time. It was unplanned & I was scared but so happy! All I had ever wanted to be was a mom. We had planned to marry, he got me a ring, we agreed I would somehow finish school & it was gonna be hard. But we loved each other. My mom was so angry. She said I would never see him or talk to him again. This was before cell phones and internet. She threatened to put him in jail. But it wasnt like that. She tricked me into an abortion saying a medical condition would prevent me from carrying to term. I wish I could go back in time and change the events of that day. I have carried the pain with me for decades. She recently admitted she lied. She just thought I was too young. I hate her. I hope I can forgive her someday so I can go to Heaven and see my sweet innocent baby who was so loved and wanted by me and the dad. This experience was so awful, and her keeping us apart eventually broke us up. I have a good life decades later, but my heart has never healed and never will until I get to Heaven. I do pray and I am in counseling. This person who I thought was a ” mother” to me is really a ” monster”. When I retire i n a few years, I want to volunteer and be there for young girls in this situation. If I can save one baby & one girl from living with this lifelong pain in her heart, it will be worth it.

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