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Here I am… I abort my 6 months baby boy…. I regrets it alot… I am a very bad mom…. I can’t take it anymore… Its have been 3 years but I felt like I abort my baby boy yesterday. .. I kill him…. Its killing me from inside…. I can’t take it anymore. … Now I have my second baby,, its a girl, she is now 1and half year… Her baby face remains me the first baby boy that I killed… I wish I could turn back the time… I wish… I wish…. Sometimes the baby boy comes in my dream with so much pain and with sad face. … I am breaking down… I don’t know how do I make it …… May god forgives me…. May my baby boy forgives me…. I love u baby boy… One day I will come and meet u in heaven. .. Wait for ur mom baby …. And please do forgives me ur mom loves u alot