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Yesterday was the one year anniversary of me having an abortion. I was 9 weeks along. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t regret my choice and wish my baby was here with me. I have always suffered from depression and it has only gotten worse. I have ptsd and flashbacks from the procedure and even though a whole year has gone by it has not gotten any better. In my heart at the time I really felt I was making the right choice. But a part of me died that day and I don’t think I will ever be the same again. I now want to use my voice to speak out against abortion. But really I long for the day that I’m reunited with my baby in heaven. I know God has forgiven me- but I’m still working on forgiving myself.