I had an abortion in august of 2020 I had so many reasons to keep my baby and only one reason to not keep my baby ! The reason of anger out weighed all the Good at the time I have two children already and I prayed for another baby and when I got pregnant I wanted my baby but my emotions and my anger from the dad got a hold of me and I didn’t keep my precious baby and I wake up every day hurt HURT I see other pregnant women and I cry I see new born babies and I cry after the surgery I broke down crying cause it happened and I didn’t mean it I immediately knew it was wrong here it is February 2021 and I feel like I am being haunted daily of my own guilt and pain and thoughts I was able to get pregnant after the abortion again in October and had a miscarriage so my heart is jus filled with sooo much pain and I just know nobody understands me at all I jus want my precious baby back because I didn’t mean it at all ‘ but it was too late it was too late and now I’m jus dying inside daily I lost over 40 lbs from depression I pray every day I pray and cry every night Lord I want my precious baby please
I want my baby back mommy is sorry baby 😢
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I can relate. 14 that’s ago I had an abortion. Similar reasons. Complete regret from the very moment it was happening until now. I’ve had 4 ectopic pregnancies and 1 failed Ivf transfer. I know I am forgiven. God has the best plan for us even if we don’t understand it. Your life is his, you are his tool for good works. Trust him fully with your life. Worship through the pain and the unknown. Read your Bible and sell him daily while you still can. He will reveal himself to you, he will guide you on his perfect path. Trust him, give him your loss, your uterus, your worries. Lay it at his feet. My heart is with you. I pray you have a baby one day and remember 2 Sam 12:23, you will go to your babies one day.