I found out I was pregnant. Told my boyfriend whom I thought would never put me in this position. He thought it was best for me to have the abortion. He already had a daughter at the time. I now have 3 healthy, beautiful babies. It’s been 14 years. Here I am tonight upset over this decision. I wonder what my baby looked like, the gender, if my baby felt any pain by me having that procedure done, if its little heart beat stopped immediately or if it took a few minutes, I wonder what they did with my baby after was it just thrown away like garbage? This decision still haunts me and has for all these years. I still wonder if you had your sisters eyes.