I was dating my boyfriend less than two years. I remember taking the pregnancy test and seeing the two lines appear and thought my life was over. I was always against abortion until that moment and I was torn. I felt so sick to my stomach to even consider abortion, but I wasn’t ready to be a mom. I finally felt stable in life, I just turned 27 and felt the best I had in a very long time and I wasn’t even with my boyfriend that long. I made an appointment and everything …. Canceling that appointment was the best decision I’ve ever made in my life. Watching my belly grow, the movements and the bond I grew with my baby for 9 months was the most beautiful thing. I felt most beautiful too. Giving birth and seeing him made me think of how horrible life would be without him and the guilt I’d feel if I went through with an abortion. Watching my baby smile at me, look at me during feedings and just love me makes me feel terrible I’d even consider life without him. Anyone contemplating abortion or looking for an answer on what to do this is it. DONT do it, please don’t. The bond and love you will have for your baby is like no other and the guilt you’ll feel for the rest of your life isn’t worth it. Having a baby gives you life.