Years of regret and torment 

I am a 65 year old woman and I have 3 grown children and 6 grandkids. Years ago I had two abortions. I didn’t know what I was heading for, because the pain of guilt and heartache for those babies haunted me for so many years. I’d cry at night thinking about how I wished someone would have told me not to do it! I only wish there would have been pro life protesters at that Planned Parenthood facility. The first abortion i had a doctor told me that the IUD could cause complications or it could grow inside the baby & he recommended abortion. The second time I was in an abusive relationship with my husband and I made the decision to have abortion. I have regretted those decisions since then. I grieved for my babies. I wish I could go back in time and change history but I can’t. Im hoping someday I’ll see my babies in heaven and be with Them forever and tell them im sorry.
I ALMOST had another abortion but I went to a concert at a church in California and a friend of mine told me not to do it. She showed me a scripture in Matthew that says “for the very hairs of your head are all numbered.” I have a beautiful 39 year old daughter who has a super thick head of gorgeous hair and God always met our needs all those years!!