he made me feel as if the pregnancy was my fault 

I was 17 when i found out i was pregnant. my boyfriend at the time didn’t want to have the baby he kept saying it was “going to ruin his life.” he made me feel as if the pregnancy was my fault. i didn’t know what to do and he gave me no time to think. he had offered me money to get an abortion but i can’t just get one. you don’t know how attached you really are to them until you are in that situation. he pushed the abortion on me and even set the appointment and told me to be ready. i ended up falling for it and getting the abortion, but i still think about how i was treated and manipulated. don’t let anyone tell you what to do with your body. i was scared that i couldn’t take care of the baby but if my parents could do so could i.