Over 29 years now, and i still regret having an abortion for him , soooo in love that i allowed him to manipulate me in many ways , actually believed him when he said , ( im not leaving you, im not leaving you, but if you have an abortion) I already had 2 kids prior/ not his children. mhm. Sad to say ,I had an abortion for him , so he wouldnt leave me, several months later after the abortion, ( he discreetly left me), only then his sister told me he was cheating on me all along . I still miss our baby, I still weep unexpectedly , periodically ,i still grieve unexpectantly periodically ,miss our child, wish I could get (this pregnancy/ baby back.)
Hi there, I am so sorry about what you went through. I had an abortion couple years ago as well and I know it definitely is not easy. The feeling of guilt and shame that follows can be devastating. I was in so much pain and felt so much shame and guilt I couldn’t even talk about it. Everytime I saw the word abortion or I saw babies all the feelings and memories would come back to haunt me. I had lived like that for years trying to remove the memories and numb the pain, until recently when I gave God my life and finally accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior. He took away all the pain, guilt, and shame away and no longer feel like a monster anymore because He has forgiven me and took all my sins upon Him on that cross. There is healing in Jesus if you surrender it all to Him. Have faith and I pray that you find the healing and peace that you’re in need of. God bless.