It was about a month after I went and visited my boyfriend whom I just started dating in April. I started to feel the feelings of PMS and just chalked it up to my period about to come on. I have a history of missing several months of periods so when I didn’t come in the scheduled time I thought it just got thrown off again due to me having sex. Time progressed and I started to notice my boobs wouldn’t stop being sore, this was 14 days after my missed period. After that I started to cramp badly and got feelings of nausea. I took a pregnancy test my friends gave to me thinking nothing of it—I actually thought I didn’t pee on it enough so I just put it back in my bag and enjoyed the rest of my night. The following day I decided to see if I could take it again with more urine. When I pulled it out…POSITIVE BIG DARK PLUS LINES. I was SHOCKED because a week prior I took two tests and the negative like came up quick so I just threw them back in the box. Upon finding this positive I went back and looked at the old ones they were also DARK POSITIVES. Shortly after the shock I felt happy because I’ve always wanted to be pregnant and thought it would be really difficult for me when I’m older. I was diagnosed with PCOS a year ago and that killed me honestly. I am 21 and approaching my last year of college. My boyfriend is 25 and l made it very clear that he doesn’t want to be a father. I told a few friends and my mother and they are all pushing me to abort this baby. I’m 5 weeks and I am in love with my baby to be. I want to keep them so bad but I don’t want to get kicked out and I know my boyfriend doesn’t want to do this. I have an appointment to get the pill tomorrow and I’m so scared that this will change me forever for the worse..
I was happy that I was pregnant