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If I Knew What I Know Now

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I had two abortions one at 17 then at 20. In 2001 I got pregnet in my tubes.  Now here I am 32 with a 15 year old and a 13 yearold wishing I had just one more if I knew what I know now I would have never had any abortions

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Christine Martell August 28, 2021 - 6:35 am

I had two abortions when I was young. I beat myself up almost everyday missing those babies. I killed two babies. I feel my life is horrible because of that. God is punishing me for the stupid mistakes I made. I wish I never did it. I always say if time machines are.made I’ll go back and save them. They would be over 20 years old now. I think about them. I think about what would they look like. If they are in heaven looking down at me thinking what a horrible mother I am. I have a 8 year old daughter with down syndrome. That’s God punishing me. I’m a horrible person. I beat myself up everyday. I didn’t have money then but I could have made it. I barely have enough money now but love would have made it work. I don’t even have enough food until next week. That’s God punishing me because I’m a horrible person. If anyone is thinking of abortion don’t do it. You are allowing someone to kill your child with a vacuum.
Thanks for listening

Anonymous November 16, 2021 - 12:44 am

I never be the same

Kathy April 30, 2022 - 5:31 pm

Please know that God is a loving God who sent his son to atone for all sin. We all sin and but if we accept Jesus as our Lord and savior, his blood washes away our sin. We need to confess it and accept God’s forgiveness. He tells us he forgives us and remembers our sin no more. Satan wants us to stay in a place of shame and guilt for our mistakes, but God wants to love us and show us mercy, grace and salvation. We have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that is why Jesus gave his life for us. All we have to do is believe. Paul not by works, lest any man boast. If you be believe Jesus is the son of God, confess all this to God and accept Jesus as your savior. People may not forgive us and we have trouble forgiving ourselves because Satan wants to keep us in shame. God does not punish us like that, Jesus took all the punishment at the cross. Lay your burden at the cross and get to know Jesus, and he will free you from this guilt and shame.

Anonymous May 12, 2022 - 3:46 pm

To the women of all ages who have ended their pregnancies, terminated the lives of their unborn children with regret, my heart is with you.
God’s forgiveness is offered if you desire it and then you must forgive yourself .

Abby June 22, 2022 - 7:48 pm

They make it seem like it’s not a big deal but it is. They make it seem as though it’s not a life but it is. They say you won’t regret your decision but you will. They say you will be fine when it’s over but you won’t be. They make it seem as though it’s the easy choice but it’s actually the hardest choice bc you will live with your choice for the rest of your life. If you are considering having an abortion, reconsider. Take it from someone who’s gone through it and has to live with the loss of their child for the rest of their life bc of their choice to take the “easier road”. I know God has forgiven me but I can tell you I haven’t forgiven myself. Has God healed me from this terrible choice, yes. But there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t wish I would’ve made a choice to keep my baby and it has been the BIGGEST mistake of my life and has left me with the biggest gut wrenching hole in my soul, missing the life I could’ve cherished and loved forever. Fear the Lord NOT men and draw close to Him and He will direct your path. He loves you and your baby and will take care of you and provide for you; just ask for His help.