I’m 40 years old and I was in such denial for over 2 decades of my life. I’ve had 8 abortions throughout my life. I am so ashamed and I am so hurt in my heart. I was trying to feed that void of not having a father present in my life. And I wanted to be loved so bad. I started drinking young as my father gave me my first sips of beers and I loved it. I would drink to get drunk and I would sleep with the guy I was with for sometime and I would get pregnant. I knew I was in noway shape to be a mother. I’m disgusted with myself I pray that my Heavenly Father can forgive me. I’m am going to repent once I get out of the denial I’ve been in for way too long. Hang in there to whoever needs to hear it. I love you all.💜🙏💜
The denial inside my mind.