The pain never goes away 

39 years later I still think about every detail of that day. It never goes away. I was almost 16 and did not want my parents to know and didn’t feel like I had another choice. My boyfriend was supportive of whatever I decided. Even though it was my choice it doesn’t make the pain I feel go away. The older one gets your thoughts and feelings change. The older I get the worse I feel about my decision. Always be open with your children and let them know they can come to you with anything so they don’t they feel like they have to make terrible choices rather than telling you