I was 21, pregnant with a daughter. It was early 1990s and if you chose to have an abortion you had to pay for it. Whew this is going to be hard.. Ok here I go…  I had left my husband and this life inside of me was from selfishness.. Lets just say. I had no money and was living with my grandparents. I was working a waitress job at some local restaurant. I was not on welfare because you didn’t depend on the government …

I was 20 years. I already had 1 child and she was about 2. Her father was in jail for life. My family was helping me raise her. My boyfriend and I had only been together for a few months when I found out I was pregnant. I was in major denial. At first he seemed happy but as time went out. I found out that he was cheating. He was lying. Not only that I remember telling him I wanted a salad like a …

I had one I think about it every day I wonder if it was not girl I ask God please forgive me I had two other kids my husband that I left made me have it done so we could get back together after that awful mistake we still didn’t work things out girls please don’t go do it plenty people would love to adopt it it will haunt you for ever it does have ❤️beat very minute it hits your woum please don’t have …

Before I was born my mom was in an extremely abusive relationship.By the same man that beat and raped her was also the same man that made her pregnant twice. when my mom was 18-20 she had 2 abortions.Both she regrets with every ounce of her body.They screwed her body up from the inside out.She told me it was so damb painful and now heartbreaking.so please just give your kid up to adoption anyone would love the baby you don’t choose to take care of.

I cannot even bring myself to write about what actually happened in my family…how far along my little sister was…how my mom forced her…how I just stood by and let it happen…I let them murder you sweet innocent baby inside my scared little sisters womb. I am sorry I failed to protect you – to save your life – to protect you and your mommy. I am sorry I failed you as all I really want to do is go back in time and to …

It was over 30 years ago. I remember the day like it was yesterday. My so loving I wanna marry you boyfriend just left. I had to quit my 3 jobs because I was so violently ill. My adoptive family wouldn’t take me in and help me. They said I should go away to a “home somewhere. That terrified me. I lied in bed, day after day and cried and vomited. My heart was pounding. I didn’t know what dehydration was then. My friend would …