I had my abortion on August 22, I was 7 months pregnant. I had to fly out of state to have the procedure performed. The moment they stuck that needle in my stomach to kill my child I regreted it. I came home and was sucidal for weeks. I still cry every day and look at the pictures they let me take of my dead baby. I live with the shame of everyone knowing what I did. I was having problems with the father and he wouldn’t let me stay with him when I had the baby. I thought we would have to go to the shelter, I was so scared and confused. I had scheduled 5 appointments before but could never go through with it. I hate myself I killed my son. It shouldn’t be legal to have a termination that late. They should have counseling and make sure you really want to go through with the procedure. I don’t know how I will go on with this pain and grief I feel. If I could take it back I would but I know I can’t. I miss him kicking me all day long. I wish I had kept him. He was so loved I just didn’t know.