I Didn’t Tell a Soul

I had an abortion in Aug 2011 I was 7 weeks 4 days pregnant wen I killd my baby….. I was bymyself no support frm the bbysfather….. I didn’t tell a soul so no family no friends I told my self its okay its best for this baby not ta b born I already have a son wid 2 n I kanbarley take kar of him….its now. Now Nov.2011 n I have nightmares regret I feel like a monster n kold hearts to kill my baby idk how ta get rid of all dese emotions ;(