I am a 20 year old female, and I experienced my first pregnancy, and the biggest mistake I’ve ever made.
Several weeks ago, I discovered I was pregnant. Me and my boyfriend came to the conclusion we’d get an abortion. I hid my pregnancy from my parents for two weeks, scared and afriad they’d be dissapointed and ashamed of me. In the pouring rain, I drove to the clinic. When it came time for my ultrasound, I found out I was carrying twins. Not realizing what a beautiful thing I had, I took them away. I lay here tonight, crying, praying, wishing I never did that horrible thing. I took my babies away from this earth. I lie to my parents everday about it when they ask, ‘are you okay?’ The guilt eats me away, every second, knowing I took two lives away. I pray every night before I fall asleep, that God will forgive me.. and when that time comes again.. I get my twins back, and make up for the horrible mistake I’ve done.