It is extremely painful to admit I have had 3 abortions. Each time I found out I was pregnant I wanted that child but the fathers wanted no part of it. I was left alone in each situation and worried how I could continue the pregnancies and have these children on my own. In each situation I realized I couldn’t, thus had abortion. Its been about 35 yrs now and not a day goes by I don’t regret those decisions. Sometimes the thoughts of my actions have nearly driven me to suicide. I live with guilt and shame. I believe in God and pray every day for his forgiveness. If there is anything I can say to stop someone from having an abortion, I would say please find a way to have the child because it is a terrible thing to have to live with. I still can’t fully forgive myself but I hold onto my faith in Jesus because I know he still loves me and is beside me.
I still can’t fully forgive myself
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I was 15 and pregnant and threatened and pressured into having A abortion. The boyfriends family wanted me to have it , my dad wanted me to give it up for adoption and my mother and sisters wanted me to abort the baby. I even tried to running away and no intentions on going back to my mothers because i didn’t agree with her. Wound up with the boyfriend cuz him and his family actually made sense . Well she tracked me down with the cops because i was a minor she was able too. Had to go to juvenile court for trying to get away from her to save my baby and they put me on probation and labled me as an ” Unruly pregnant teen. But I am now 34 and think about it all the time , didn’t even know if it was a male or female and never will. Very painful thing to go through and no the guilt and shame of it never goes away. Doesn’t bother or haunt anyone but “You” . So my advice is if you get prgnant whatever you do don’t have an ABORTION! There are other options…..