I had an abortion when I was 18 years old my family made me do it then I prayed for another baby that same year I got the abortion and god blessed me with a daughter. 2019 I was trying to get pregnant nothing happened until I broke up with my ex in 2020 and got pregnant again I didn’t understand why I got pregnant I was depressed about it and got an abortion once I seen my baby in the toilet it hurted me so much I couldn’t sleep nor eat I told god during the abortion if it’s meant for this baby to go they will die and my baby died I couldn’t sleep or eat for days I miss my baby so much I wanna have kids but I wasn’t ready . Hopefully I’ll be pregnant again before my child turns 4 I’m praying and asking for forgiveness I didn’t have help during my pregnancy and I was lost and scared until it really hit me I won’t do an abortion again. I want my baby back I wish I was still pregnant with another twin that survived lord please bless me with another angel.
Lost & Scared