I have pulmonary hypertension and i knew pregnancy is not good for women in my condition i was told i had a 50% chance of survival amd it was medically recommended to terminate i have other children amd knew i would have to 3 days ago i went and had my procedure i dont remember anything till they woke me up right away i was balling and havent been able to stop i didmt know i would feel like this and i cant deal with it im not strong enough. What have i done. ???? My baby!!! Omg ill never forgive myself ever !! What of we survived?? Now im dead too anyways im so sorry. I cant handle feeling like this i was 10 weeks. I wanna die too omg my lil baby is gone.