I always wanted a kid & dreams of being being a great mom. Well March 2020 of course , I found out I was pregnant ( I was 23). I cried because it was unexpected but, I was still happy. Is absolutely loveeeeeee kids!! Now I’m not sure if I could get over my abortion to have another. I will always see it as my first child. I think about the baby everyday & what it would have look like, the gender EVERYTHING! No one around me supported me everyone talked behind my back. I felt pressured to get an abortion. The funny thing is the same people who pressured me now isn’t here helping me get through my grief. It’s so heartbreaking! I regret this so much, I feel like I’m losing my mind. This was the worst thing I’ve ever did in my life. It eats me up inside everyday.I feel like I’m slowly giving up on life. Be strong ladies we got this. Love you guys ❤
Please check out Rachel’s Vineyard (Project Rachel) ministry in your area. It is a weekend retreat for post-abortive women and men. You can share your pain openly, and receive Christ’s forgiveness, without judgment. It is a ministry of the Catholic Church. “Come let us reason together. Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow. Though they be red as crimson, they shall be as wool.” Isaiah Chapter 1 verse 18. May our Lord bless you .