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I had an abortion on February 2019 and I was pressure into getting it which only made my situation worst and each day it will eat me up I felt uncomfortable being around babies or pregnant women cause it will bring me back to that moment. I dealt with a lot of bitterness and shame it took a big toll in my life in that moment I felt I could not ever forgive myself especially the person that pressure me into doing it and I will try worldly pleasures to help me which obviously it didn’t only made me worst but 2021 I met the one and only Jesus who delivered me from my abortion he took shame, guilt, bitterness off and other bondages I had.
All you have to do is surrender your LIFE which means everything to him, cry out to him from the heart and watch him move on his timing. I pray everyone in here gets delivered from this in Jesus name. You’ll know you’re delivered from this when you are unashamed to share your testimony!

This moment changed me forever. I thought I would not ever get through this grief. Deep down I didn’t want to do it. But he told me it wasn’t the right time. He told me we would do it the right way and get married first. He told me he would disappear if I kept the baby. Well – he broke up with me right after the procedure and we never spoke again. We were in a relationship for 2 years and I thought this surprised pregnancy was a blessing, where as he saw it as an unacceptable thing to even consider. It would ruin his reputation. It would blemish his appearance to his family and colleagues. The cost of this decision was the life a beautiful soul that chose me as a potential mother which I failed to protect. Never again will I let a HE dictate what I do with my body.

My family bullied me into having an abortion. I have never been the same since. They did not love me my entire life.
I wish I could have had this baby.I cried the entire time of the procedure.

On November 22, 2021 it will be 17 years to the day that I had my abortion at 17 years old. The baby’s father and I had been together for over a year when I found out I was pregnant in September 2004. We lived about 5 hours from each other at the time, so I had to share the news with him over the phone. We were both extremely scared and things were getting really bad between us. We were kids, in an extremely adult situation. He stopped talking to me in late October, my parents were on my back about getting an abortion and he agreed. It wasn’t something I wanted. I was working full-time, I was looking for a cheap apartment for me and my baby, preparing myself to be a single mother. Things didn’t work out. By mid November, I hadn’t found a place to live(because my mom wasn’t going to allow me to live with her) my job cut my hours, and my baby’s father still wouldn’t answer my calls. On the morning of November 22, 2004, I walked with my head low into the clinic that was about to terminate my pregnancy. I cried and begged my mother to let me stay and I was pleading with god to just let me keep this child. But nothing worked out the way I was hoping. The ultrasound showed the baby, and the heartbeat. I was wheeled into a cold room, where the sweet nurse looked at me with pity. She tried her hardest to make me comfortable given the circumstances. It was one of the most painful things physically and mentally I had to go through. I was angry and I still am.
I recently reconnected with my baby’s father who had shared with me how the abortion changed his life. I thought he had the easy way out and just walked away from me, the situation we were in and worst of all…his child. Turns out we both suffered horribly from that decision. It was not an easy road for him. I hated him for a long time because I thought he was just moving on while leaving me to pick up the pieces. Truth is..I never considered that he had a difficult time with this choice as well.
Parents are supposed to do anything possible to protect their babies, we couldn’t do that. 

So before you decide to make this life altering decision, do your research of potential risks and side effects. Look into your options and decide what is right for you. Most importantly take care of your mind, body and soul. Don’t live in the same sadness and regret I do almost 17 years later.

Been there done that. That was the worst decision I’ve ever made. I let pride stand in the way. I’m 51 and had my abortion when I was 18. I think about my baby every day. I try to tell myself that God has forgiven me, but even my faith in that is short- lived. I want to believe that and help others to make better decisions, but I feel way too unworthy to help anyone.

I was 27 when I found out I was pregnant. My husband and I had just gotten married two months before. We had talked about waiting for a few years after we got married before talking about having children. But when I took the pregnancy test before I went to work one morning it was like my world came crashing down. Backstory I’m an aunt to 16 so all my life I’ve been designated babysitter and I had decided early on that i would never have children. Mainly because I didnt think I could be a good mother due to how I was treated as a child. But I was willing to consider it with my husband. My father was in my life when it was convenient to him and everything he did for me came with strings attached. The reason I’m saying all this is because my father had a huge impact on my decision to abort. A few months before my wedding after begging him to show up he told me he never wanted me and to have a nice life. The moment I found out I was pregnant I was terrified and angry. The only thought running through my head was how I was going to ruin my child’s life the same way my own childhood had been ruined by my father. All the childhood trauma came back in that one moment and I was convinced I had no other choice. We had the abortion the next week. That night when I got home I was having the worst abdominal pain in my life and my husband called the ambulance. Turns out during the procedure they had slightly nicked my uterus. I had free air flowing into my abdomen causing the pain. It’s been three years and to this day I regret it. I wish I had gone to therapy to deal with my childhood trauma sooner. My life quite literally fell apart and I’m still recovering. Please dont do this. That’s a life growing inside of you no matter what anyone may say. No one at the clinic counseled me outside of telling me about the procedure and the risks. No one really talked to me to see if I needed to talk to someone or recommend a therapist. At the time I needed counseling, a safe space to talk and cry, to express years of abuse. Not an abortion. Please reconsider if you’re thinking about doing this. This is a pain I’m not sure I’ll ever recover from.

Today is the 38th year anniversary of my abortion. Tomorrow is my 64th birthday.
I have regretted my decision all of my life. It haunts me daily. I was in a serious relationship with my baby’s father when I got pregnant. I was on the pill- it wasn’t supposed to happen. He paid for the abortion. We stayed together for six months after. He never spoke of it after that day. We recently got back together. He has no children and I am a single mom. I tried to talk to him about how I’ve never recovered. I should have died the night my baby was aborted. The baby’s father still refuses to talk about the baby or abortion. We fight when I bring up the subject. All these years and I am still tortured. I’ve tried therapy and self help books. The decision to abort my baby cost me my life- I suffer almost daily.