My Only Regret

So I was 14 years old when I found out I was pregnant and it was August 2020. I had my abortion in September 2020 I didnt want to do it. I didn’t have reason why i would actually do it besides my PARENTS. The day of my appointment I didnt think it was going to happen because i told myself this is God’s child and I know God would interfere somewhere and as I sat In the office i silently cried . Waiting for God to interfere . He never did. Immediately when I woke up I knew what I did and I knew my life would never be the same and I will always regret this. I keep wishing I could go back to that day and speak up for myself and if I knew it would’ve turned me into the person I am I would’ve never done it but everyone made me feel like I was to young and I could never raise my child. My parents dont realize all that did was make me feel like I was missing a piece in my life and I need to replace it. Maybe I’m crazy but me and him…we’re planning another one and we’re keeping it 😌 I’ll run away