Pro choice in a pro life concept 

I got myself into an unhealthy relationship, full of partying, sin and pain. Being a mom has always been my greatest passion- I knew whenever the time would come, I was going to be the best mom I could be. I found out I was pregnant at 18, with a man I had only been with for a couple of months. He was 5 years older than me and a whole lot more powerful than me. When I found out… fear, nerves and panic fled through me but alongside that was excitement, love and happiness too. The moment I found out, I had an immediate motherly love for my baby. He was not happy when I told him. Rather than discussing and supporting me- he threatened me. Threatened violence, threatened hell upon my baby and I for life. He told me that our baby would never go without- financially, but he would be sure to make our lives a living hell if I chose to “betray” him and go through with my pregnancy. His mom was so excited to be a grandma, but very quickly, he bullied her into the game of manipulation against me to terminate. It was 2 against 1. He gave me no choice. Went as far as booking me the appointment at multiple different clinics in case one wouldn’t allow me to go through with the procedure because of the story I tell. he wrote me a script to share entailing that it wasn’t him forcing me to get this abortion and it was my choice too. As I should be 30 weeks pregnant right now, instead I’m 19 weeks heartbroken and grieving the loss of my baby. The day my baby died, my soul died too. I long for the day I get to hold my sweet baby in my arms. Longing for death is no quality of life.