Scared 

Back in april 2020 right after covid had hit i had gotten pregnant. I had just turned 21 i didn’t have a place of my own and i was terrified i lived with my boyfriend and his cousin at the time and we had no room for another human. For 3 days i was vomiting to the point i could eat or drink i had to do something and that something was making a life changing decision i was scared confused and now i regret the decision of getting an abortion. i realize that would have gave me a purpose in life but now we have a beautiful house we have worked hard on for a year now and a puppy that loves them so very much and soon to have her little sister. I am 23 now still deal with terrible depression from it i cry a lot i get mood swings sometime but i feel like i did the wrong thing and there no going back