Vanessa sweetie. God loves you. You are not alone. I know this is a scary time for you. Please go to your local Church. I wish I did that. I was so lost and needed guidance when I found out I was pregnant. I wish I went to my Church but I felt ashamed. You’re not alone. God is with you. I’m now 48 and I had an abortion at 22. My baby would have been 25. I ask God to forgive me and I ask my baby to forgive me. I love my baby and miss that sweet sweet angel.