What have I done? A life I can never take back. After having children I know the potential, the unconditional love I have for them and that’s what’s haunting me… just to see what you would have looked like… the thought of you calling me mommy to see your little eyes, hear your laugh hold your little hands… to watch you take your first steps….If I could go back I would love to hold you in my arms. seeing your tiny body on the ultrasound …

I’ll start my saying, my pregnancy wasn’t planned. I already had two children from my previous marriage and my boyfriend had two children from previous relationships. If I was ever sure about anything in my life, it was that I was a good mother. My boys are exceptional young men. We had just bought a home together and had what I believed was a good, strong relationship. I found out I was pregnant on my oldest sons 20th birthday. I remember thinking to myself “ …

I was much younger when I had my abortion. It was a crazy time where we didn’t have the Internet and all we had was the pressure of the people around us. I rationalized my decision based on trying to save the quality of life for the two that I already had and trying to save that babies life because it was going to be miserable on this earth. But After stuffing it deep down inside Because I wasn’t sure how to feel and I …

I got an abortion 4 years ago. My boyfriend and I were in love and I guess neither one of us really thought we would get pregnant. But we did. I had been on birth control for so many years I just didn’t want to be on it anymore and I was trying to pay attention to when I would be ovulating with an app on my phone… I was working full time and trying to go back to school for another degree. I had …

I got pregnant in December of 2020. We found out end of January between me randomly getting sick here and there , to what became everyday. I couldn’t shovel the snow , eat, or do anything i normally did. Morning sickness was pretty bad. I missed my period. Granted , my boyfriend and i had issues. I was in college still, he could barley afford the bills he had. We both live with our families. We might have been 20 and 23 at the time …

I had a seemingly good life. Married. Three beautiful kids. A good career. But behind closed doors the marriage had crumbled years prior. I had an affair and got pregnant at age 42. In the panic of learning this, I chose to have an abortion. I never told the father of my baby. Actually I’ve never told anyone. To this day it eats me alive, I am filled with such regret and sorrow. If I had had the courage to leave my marriage when I …