Let’s talk teenage pregnancy 

I found out i was pregnant 11 months ago. As a teenager it is one of the worst things to go through. I took that text and immediately my whole world came crashing down. I waited about two weeks until i told my mom. It was the toughest thing seeing my mothers heart break in seconds. I had no idea what to do. My mom immediately told me i need to have an abortion. The thought of me aborting my child made me sick to my stomach. She gave me the option either i get an abortion or she will never help me with anything ever again. I was on my own… Later on i told the father and he was so consumed with himself he had no idea i was going through the same thing he was. He wanted me to have an abortion as well. I had no support. So i did what everyone else wanted me to do and i had the abortion. I went to the appointment by myself i did it all by myself. I was in so much pain all i could do is curl up in a ball and cry and throw up from the pain. I went through a loss and
so much pain for what? To make others happy? My child is gone. I wish i never did it. I wish i said “screw you” to everyone. My baby would’ve been two months old today. I don’t care about anyones ”wants for me”. i just want my baby back. If you ever go through the same thing as me please please do what you know in your heart is right for yourself. Never let anyone make your life changing decisions because i can tell you one thing i will always morn the loss of what could’ve been my baby’s life