I’m a 67 year old man and I’ve been married 45 years to my high school sweetheart. We have two grown children and four beautiful grandchildren! I got my wife pregnant before we were married when we were 19 years old. We were talked into aborting by my dad and my doctor. I truly regret killing our son to this day because he was an inconvenience to us and wish I would have been stronger. I know God has forgiven me, but sometimes the guilt is to hard to bear!
Check out Rachel’s Vineyard, a ministry of the Catholic Church. It is a weekend retreat where you can share your pain openly and receive Christ’s forgiveness. See Isaiah Chapter 1 verse 18.