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So I was 14 years old when I found out I was pregnant and it was August 2020. I had my abortion in September 2020 I didnt want to do it. I didn’t have reason why i would actually do it besides my PARENTS. The day of my appointment I didnt think it was going to happen because i told myself this is God’s child and I know God would interfere somewhere and as I sat In the office i silently cried . Waiting for God to interfere . He never did. Immediately when I woke up I knew what I did and I knew my life would never be the same and I will always regret this. I keep wishing I could go back to that day and speak up for myself and if I knew it would’ve turned me into the person I am I would’ve never done it but everyone made me feel like I was to young and I could never raise my child. My parents dont realize all that did was make me feel like I was missing a piece in my life and I need to replace it. Maybe I’m crazy but me and him…we’re planning another one and we’re keeping it 😌 I’ll run away

Over 34 years ago I was faced with an unwanted pregnancy as an unmarried person. Everyone in my life, my boyfriend, mother, sister and friends were urging me to have an abortion. I went to Planned Parenthood and the counselor convinced me to make an appointment. The day of the abortion appointment, I was sitting on a bench waiting to be called into the room for the procedure. Then there was a voice….leave, just leave. I did. I made a lame excuse to my boyfriend who was in the waiting room. I left to another state to start college but knew I still needed to deal with my “problem”. I stopped by an abortion clinic and scheduled another appointment. The morning of the appointment, the voice said “don’t go”. I had been receiving phone call after phone call from my mother, my boyfriend, my sister…did you do it yet? I still couldn’t do it. Who kept telling me, no…don’t do it? The Holy Spirit? Fast forward. I have a 34 year old son and have 3 other incredible children. I also have 4 beautiful grandchildren. Why? Why did I stop and pause when there was so much pressure on me to do it? My heart goes out to all of you who have suffered from the fallout of THE BIG LIE! The big lie that it is not a baby. It is a baby…I have living proof. Please know that God loves you and your baby. You are His beloved child and He is ready to forgive. There is peace for you. Ask for forgiveness and be ready to forgive yourself! One more thought….take your experience out there and volunteer for right to life organizations. Help another to see the truth that you didn’t realize until it was too late. This could help you heal and could help save the life of a beautiful baby. God bless you!

It is extremely painful to admit I have had 3 abortions. Each time I found out I was pregnant I wanted that child but the fathers wanted no part of it. I was left alone in each situation and worried how I could continue the pregnancies and have these children on my own. In each situation I realized I couldn’t, thus had abortion. Its been about 35 yrs now and not a day goes by I don’t regret those decisions. Sometimes the thoughts of my actions have nearly driven me to suicide. I live with guilt and shame. I believe in God and pray every day for his forgiveness. If there is anything I can say to stop someone from having an abortion, I would say please find a way to have the child because it is a terrible thing to have to live with. I still can’t fully forgive myself but I hold onto my faith in Jesus because I know he still loves me and is beside me.

I regret my abortion that I had when I was 17 without parental consent. I felt scared, alone and helpless. I didn’t realize the impact it would have on my entire life. An empty feeling , a missing piece of my heart. I don’t think I was ever whole again after that tragic day. Always searching for destructive ways to fill the empty feeling inside. I come to know there is forgiveness after and I am worth more than my evil choice. God does love us and forgives even if we can’t forgive ourselves.

I found out I was pregnant. Told my boyfriend whom I thought would never put me in this position. He thought it was best for me to have the abortion. He already had a daughter at the time. I now have 3 healthy, beautiful babies. It’s been 14 years. Here I am tonight upset over this decision. I wonder what my baby looked like, the gender, if my baby felt any pain by me having that procedure done, if its little heart beat stopped immediately or if it took a few minutes, I wonder what they did with my baby after was it just thrown away like garbage? This decision still haunts me and has for all these years. I still wonder if you had your sisters eyes.

I had an abortion in august of 2020 I had so many reasons to keep my baby and only one reason to not keep my baby ! The reason of anger out weighed all the Good at the time I have two children already and I prayed for another baby and when I got pregnant I wanted my baby but my emotions and my anger from the dad got a hold of me and I didn’t keep my precious baby and I wake up every day hurt HURT I see other pregnant women and I cry I see new born babies and I cry after the surgery I broke down crying cause it happened and I didn’t mean it I immediately knew it was wrong here it is February 2021 and I feel like I am being haunted daily of my own guilt and pain and thoughts I was able to get pregnant after the abortion again in October and had a miscarriage so my heart is jus filled with sooo much pain and I just know nobody understands me at all I jus want my precious baby back because I didn’t mean it at all ‘ but it was too late it was too late and now I’m jus dying inside daily I lost over 40 lbs from depression I pray every day I pray and cry every night Lord I want my precious baby please

I was 19 when I found out that I was pregnant. In 1999, I was working at a factory when I met him at an auto shop. We went to a couple of clubs but I didn’t know him that well when we first slept together. When the test results came back positive, I cried so hard. I told him and he was very upset. He told me he still wanted to party and even do acid during the summer! He threatened me that if I had the baby, he would take it away from me. I was young living in a bad part of town with no car or license. I didn’t know what to do. So I asked my friend and talked to a counselor. Both said abortion was my best option. The guy paid for it and my friend drove me to the clinic. Once I was sedated, I changed my mind and tried to get up from the table. I don’t know if the doctor’s thought I was afraid of pain but the nurse kind of held me down and before I could blink it was over. I immediately regretted it. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about my baby. I still have the only ultrasound taken at 9 weeks tucked inside my bible. I have the strongest feeling the baby was a boy. For the past six or seven months I’ve been feeling so much guilt and shame for what I done. I can’t forgive myself and all I want is my baby back. This was 21 years ago and I just can’t let it go. I have a daughter now who is 14 and is my everything. But… I can’t heal that part of my heart that is meant for my little boy. I wonder who he would’ve become in life, if he has forgiven me even though I can’t forgive myself. To my only son: I am so so so sorry! Please don’t think I didn’t want you. I did and still do. I wanted to give you a chance and I thought you’d be better off with God than with me. I love you with all my heart. Please forgive me!